Lost & Found ebook (EN)

You can read every book about light, but it takes a dark night to develop sight.

Lost and Found is a collection of 197 poems written between agony and ecstasy during a profound soul's journey towards God, Love, and Life. This book chronicles a deep esoteric passage from awakening to wholeness—an intimate, personal journey never intended for the public, but one that may light the way for others walking a similar path.

The Journey Unfolds in Six Books:

Book I: Awakening – The world suddenly comes alive. Life is not a thing to be described but a presence to be felt inside. The first glimmers of light appear, and everything changes.

Book II: Ecstasy & Longing – The heart opens and the longing begins. Oscillating between joy and sadness, the soul searches for what it cannot name but desperately needs. "The journey of a broken heart, longing for something that will never fall apart."

Book III: I Am – The separate self begins to dissolve. The illusion of separation cracks and something vast peers through. Identity becomes present, transparent.

Book IV: The Path of Love – Learning to surrender, to trust, to dance with the divine. The real work begins—preparing the ground, learning the steps, accepting the invitation. Love reveals itself as both the path and the destination.

Book V: The Dark Night – Meeting the shadow. Descending into chambers within chambers where snakes and demons dwell. A thousand deaths, and what remains?

Book VI: Shadows Move With Such Grace – Finding wholeness. Missing pieces return to show a greater whole. What seemed shattered moves toward integration and grace while even the shadows celebrate the return of the soul.

Written in the exact order they emerged during a spiritual opening, these poems are raw, unpolished, and real. They offer profound insights, teachings, and firsthand experiences from someone in the midst of transformation.

The journey oscillates between light and dark, ecstasy and agony, knowing and unknowing, surface tension to the depths of the being, the self that is and the self that is seeking.

Those with eyes to see and hearts to feel will recognise themselves in these pages. If you've ever felt the call to wake up, if you're in the midst of your own dark night wondering if morning will come, if you've ever felt lost and long to find your way out, remember; it takes a dark night to make a sunrise and the seed cracking is a good sign...

May you find in these pages a few extra drops of light for your own personal journey toward truth and freedom.