Tony Audin
The Journey Unfolds in Six Books:
Book I: Awakening – The world suddenly comes alive. "Life is not a thing to be described, it is a presence to be felt inside."
Book II: Ecstasy & Longing – An unexpected opening, a glimpse of the infinite and the longing begins. "The journey of a broken heart, looking for something that will never fall apart."
Book III: I Am – A mysterious presence emerges. The illusion of separation fades and something vast peers through the veil. “I Am” – from dream to reality; a bridge between identity and eternity.
Book IV: The Path of Love – The real work begins - learning to surrender, to trust, to dance with the divine. Love reveals itself as both the path, the destination, and the ride.
Book V: The Dark Night – Love plunges into shadow. Descending into the heart’s chambers where snakes and demons, dragons and abandoned children await beneath the surface. A thousand deaths... what is left?
Book VI: Shadows Move With Such Grace – What seemed shattered shows a greater whole. A missing piece finds its way home and who would have known – “even the shadows celebrate the return of the soul.”
Presented in the exact order in which they were written during a spiritual crisis / opening, these words are raw and real, personal yet universal. They offer profound insights, teachings, and firsthand experience from someone in the midst of transformation.
Many will recognise themselves in these pages. If you've ever felt the call to wake up, if you're in the midst of your own dark night wondering when morning will come, may you find in these pages your own light reflected.
"It takes a dark night to make a sunrise,
yet the seed cracking is a good sign.
After the storms have wet the ground,
the first rays of sunlight make it through the clouds.
In this moment, make sure your leaves aren’t facing down.
A new life starts now."
Lost & Found is a collection of 190 poems written in the midst of a profound esoteric journey from awakening to wholeness. Never intended for the public, these words offer a rare glimpse of a soul oscillating between light and dark, knowing and unknowing, from surface tensions to the depths of the being, from a self that is seeking to a self that has always been.
If you want the infinite, become nothing... it's the only place it'll fit.
Lost & Found
I Am
Born in Africa. Raised in Australia. Rooted in Costa Rica.
If I could remember I would tell you who I am
and what I am here to do...
Life speaks to me,
and I follow the clues.
When the eagle calls I stop and listen,
I let him show me the direction to walk in.
I was told to go to the desert by an Indian.
I’m not sure where I’ll find him
but in the desert,
the eagle's cry cannot be mistaken.
I’ve spent my whole life seeking God, Love, Truth,
whatever you want to call it.
And now I see this young boy here smiling...
It was him I was seeking.
It is not restricted to the outcome of a well-devised argument.
Truth is a living presence. Alive in the moment.
Perhaps I had to break into a million pieces
to see where it was hiding.
After all,
Life is closer than words,
we are made up of Her language.
- Tony Audin
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